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A Predestined Story

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I know I wasn't looking for any sort of attachment that night when he popped that question. "Can I court you?", he said. The glimmer in his eyes and the sound of his voice paused me for a moment. I suddenly felt a familiar vibration in my chest like I never felt something like that in ages. My heart was beating I know but my words crumbled leaving him without a single response. Days and weeks have passed eventually and we continued sharing stories and stuff like we're no longer a total strangers. He speaks beyond his age and our wavelengths collided astoundingly. We slowly created new memories with each other until we found ourselves falling to the depths of our souls that suddenly made me utter that response. A response that will finally embrace something that's genuine, something I deserve, and something I know its purpose. My heart chose to embrace a new story. As I take a new journey and look back to all the rides I've been to, here's somethin...

Sparks

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Sparks flew at that moment I was captive by the glare.  I swam in an abyss of thoughts glimmered by his stare. Written By: Hannah Dani

Scarred butterfly

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You get scarred at some point and try to unravel the consequences.  You were tested enough to get enlightened by the hype of the game.  Sometimes, life is really a matter of you ruling over the world or the world will rule over you.  Travesty it may seem but no matter how bruised you are, you see your soul's reflection at some distant places and make you realize how those wounds are slowly turning you to a ravishing and amazing creature.  You are beautifully pained but the light of hope keeps you warm and the breeze of it heals you impeccably. Written By: Hannah Dani

DABDA

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    You have no idea what it feels like; Having caught in the middle of nowhere Trying to look and clasp for fresh air You don’t know how it feels like; Having a highly-sensitive soul Struggling every day and cope You will never know how it was; Being broken and lost in a place Diverting pain to believe that was just a phase Written By: Hannah Dani

The search of calm in chaos

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Then she started to sense that she never existed in a realm where she chose to mend her broken soul.  A place she thought will be a temporary haven in the midst of her ambiguity.  A haven that surprisingly turned into a room of chaos and anonymity.  She did not fathom it all the while when she was at her most.  Then she regrets plummeting to that place and fought her existence back to her calm and unbroken soul.  Written By: Hannah Dani

An Uncharted Link

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Two spectrums with different souls; They collided and bliss suddenly grows Like two fragments from broken platforms; They broke each other's ice to chase norms Taking time like infinity and incessantly; Things seem to come alive with sanity The breeze of one's calm saves the other The other seize the day to calm the other Like a boost that rapidly connects the gap; They fill each other's oblivion without a trap It is that link that connects their souls well It is uncharted yet they want to dwell. Written By: Hannah Dani

You deserve a breakthrough after breaking apart. You have 3 reasons why.

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When was the last time you did something great for the first time? W hen was the last time you failed from believing something great will happen for the first time?  Did something cross your mind that made you re-evaluate the path you are taking? We always have those same questions we ask ourselves everyday. We are in different phases and direction but I believe we are all heading to one destination. If you are still living at this point in your life thinking you are going nowhere, capture these 3 things life always tells us but we fail to listen to.   1) Believe what you can imagine.   Never let anything stop you from pursuing what you have to do. Either it's what you need to or what you really want, the sense of fulfillment comes from deep within our heart. We never ran out of choices to pick, decisions to make, and expectations we hope to happen everyday. We can listen to people's advise and learn from their experiences but we are always in ...

My Almost Perfect

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There is always an underlying purpose beneath every decision. He left me and broke my heart but I am now embracing it for the better. Almost.         I felt it was the right time for me when I met him. The way he looked at me and smiled at me that night struck my heart whispering, "just try again". At that moment, I know I am ready to love again. I have been to a struggling roller-coster ride of love stories before he came. It was that year when I asked for a sign and he seemed to be the answer. So I tried settling. He felt he could love again that fast when he met me. He knew that there is a process to moving on but then still tried focusing on a person he just suddenly met. He was still too broken, careless and confused when I came. I seemed to be the answer for the sign he asked so he listened to his heart whispering, "just try again". He initiated everything and I was too enchanted. He asked for my number...

Here comes the sun!

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I had a last-minute shopping for summer essentials and found out something new and refreshing to share for all of you beach enthusiasts. :) Plane tickets, accommodation, and your IG-worthy outfits were all set but how about your vanity stuff? I wasn't really into double-checking the brand of Sun block lotions. I usually grab the one that has SPF ___ plus (not really into the number of SPFs also) and one that has cooling effect, or just the first product that caught my eyes in the store! This summer somehow changed my perspective in putting extra care with my skin when fate got me bumping into Neutrogena's Ultra Sheer Dry-touch Sunscreen! It was my first time to ask a Saleslady and get other's preference on Sun protection products. She immediately pointed at Neutrogena products and after hearing about all the benefits of their Sun block, I suddenly decided to buy one without any hesitations. :) Neutrogena's Ultra Sheer Dry-touch Sunscreen has ...

The Favorite Mistake

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For you who tricked me, Here are my last words for you and a story of a love game where you put me through. For you who started this and opened doors for me to enter your life, For you who gave butterflies for me to believe again in second chances, For you who gave me sunshine to believe again in greater things, Everything was a freaking mind game. I was suddenly or almost at the horizon of believing to everything you want me to. You were telling me promises, took me to places, and gave me hype of emotions I was too weak to manage. You reminded me that starting with an end in mind, is a way to look at a better perspective and that better things are ahead of us. You were pulling me closer to you… so close I never expected I was on my way to getting lost. I was in that era of my life where I wanted to try new things and I started changing some things in my plans. The plans I created for myself alone when I was at the process of getting back from my previous...

Suddenly not Strangers

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Hearts once in rage; Emotions in a cage Everything started so strange Running out of reasons to take, Smiling and no need to rake Hearts in flush and nothing to fake Started with broken pieces, Waves of emotion increases Suddenly bound for greater pieces Pieces that turned into whole Bunch of bliss now filled the hole Strangers we were, no need to crawl They say forever are for fool, Let's try to stay and be grateful You and I, together we rule. Written By: Hannah Dani

Clearly Blurred Path

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You are again on this phase where you are confused of what’s totally fine Same passive feelings, irrational thoughts… a total waste of time You often wonder and then wander to realize nothing’s ever a crime Every face, every emotion, every day that passes by felt like a dime An ounce of joy and a drop of bliss they please your ears like a chime Odds pushed you to pretension instead of comprehension All these obscurity were too subtle to deceive constant attention; A notion only you could ever put a concrete conclusion You should’ve done this; you should’ve pursued that… Constantly feels like nothing’s in right motion Crushing you to anything that’s seemingly meant to be You unintentionally created a world full of mystery Nosy crowds, pretentious acts, all brags about identity You crawl and you pause, and yearn for serenity You are gasping, fading, and annihilating perfectly A blurred path, that’s where you are heading to, Again. Written B...

What defines you now?

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You have been through quite a lot, your old self knows that well. It has been a long time swearing and regretting what you could have been if only you knew back then what you have learned and realized in your present. Now you look at the mirror, scrutinizing every single change from your external appearance unsure of gaining a bit of weight, having that pair of icky eyes from those shaming eye bugs or maybe you became a little more physically alluring but just can’t figure it out yet. Intellectually, you know you are smarter now but you still over think of social acceptance bothering your mind of thoughts you never needed anyway. You care too much to people you believe will never harm you. You define your worth outside your own world without realizing you are the one controlling it. What defines you? People can say whatever they want to say. Mirror can show you what you need to see. But most importantly, it’s how you make a difference that leads you to the...